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Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein


 Maine Iss site ko 3 sal phle join kiya tha..3 story or bhut si poem post hui thi meri but abhi bhut time bd fir se activate hui hu aj..Abhi computer science se post graduate hu.
Aaj Mein yha post kr rhi hu kyuki Mein bhut takleef m hu or apni takleef share krne wala ab koi sth nhi.. 6 sal k lambe pyar k bd ab to pyar se almost Nafrat hi ho gyi h.. Jin love quotes ko padkr kbhi feelings aati thi.. Ab khud pr hasi aane lgi h ki.. Kitni pagal thi Mein kbhi.. But aaj Mein apne pyar k bare m kuch nhi likh rhi bs takleef m hu kyuki dosti b bhut kuch hoti h..
4 months phle meri bestie ki death( suicide k liye mojboor) ho gyi..jaan basti thi meri usme but uske liye kbhi kuch kr nhi paayi..



Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein



Yhi koi 2001 ki bat hogi 1st class m thi Mein koi 4-5 sal ki jb Mein usse 1st tym mili.. Hum dono hi class m sbse chhote the to humari dosti ho gyi..Shurti nam tha uska..har chhoti-2 chiz share krna.. Sth m hi maar pdti thi hmesa..class ki bdi girls meko marti to wo meko bachati or Mein usko.. Jis din wo school nhi aati to mein darti thi bhut..Ek dusre k shoulder pr hath rkhkr wo mere ghr aaya krti thi.. Sb bolte the ki jodi ho to esi.. Cast ka diff. b kuch nhi tha humare bich..
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein

Class 6 k bd usne school change kr liya or ghr b.. Us tym landline phone jyada use hote the wo b change.. Wo mujhe akela kr chli gyi..usse koi contact nhi hua.. 3 sal beet gye.. 1 din meri koi frnd bolti h ki tune dekha nhi.. Abhi side se Shurti nikal k gyi h.. Mein dekhti Tb tk wo Jaa chuki thi.. Maine frnd se pucha.. Kaisi dikhti h wo bdi ho gyi to kya Mein usko phchan paugi.. Usne explain kr diya.. Ab ummid thi ki fir milegi wo.. 4 sal gujar gye usse bina kisi contact k..

Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein

Fir maine tuition class join kiya to pta chla ki uske school ki kuch girls aati h jo ki uski neighbour h.. Maine unke through usko friendship band bhijwaye or 1 din request ki ki mujhe uske ghr le chlo.. Hum fir se mil gye or bd m 1 hi school m Aa gye 10th m or hum 3 frnds ka grp bna.. Mein Shurti or Ranu.. Jaan basti thi ek dusre m..sth ka waqt km lgta tha.. Ek dusre ko chidana or help b krna.. Sb kuch share.. Sb thik tha.. 12th k bd wo log hometown m reh gye or Mein apni half family k sth study k liye ek bdi City m shift ho gyi.. 6 hour ka rasta h hometown ka..
Wo dono sth m rhe to unki bonding kaafi achi ho gyi but meri dosti b km nhi thi.. Meri family thodi conservative h to mera unko dosto se bt krna jyada psnd nhi.. Bolte h kuch study ka kam ho to bt kr.. Nhi to koi jaurat nhi tym waste ki so call pt km hi bt hoti thi.. 3 sal phle Shurti ki shadi ko gyi bhut hi rich family m bilkul filmi style m.. Jb shadi hui to hr koi sochta tha ki kassh uske jaisi shadi sbki ho..Mein uski shadi m nhi Jaa payi besti hote hue b kyuki shadi bahar se hui to family ne allow nhi kiya.. Ranu gyi thi.. Uski engagement k next day Mein usse mili to wo bhut hi happy thi.. Shadi k kuch din bd tk to bt thik hui..

Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Fir 2-4 br call kiya to bolti ki kitchen m busy h fir Ranu ne btaya ki uske husband or sasural walon ko psnd nhi h uska dosto se bt krna to maine call km kr diya.. Chat hi krti thi.. Uski death se 1 sal phle hum mile the jb wo pregnant thi.. Uske bd bs chat hi.. 6 month m 1 br phone bs.. Iss bich meri life b bhut stress m thi.. Hr competitive exam m 1-2 marks se fail.. Or family ka hr bt pr rok tok.. 2 month tk b ghr se bahar nhi niklti thi.. Phle rokte the but ab habit ho gyi so khud hi mn nhi krta bahar Jane ka.. Waise meri family bhut educated h but fir b tk apni psnd ki dress b nhi phnne di.. Makeup pr b kaafi sunate h.. Ese lgta h jaise bina lock k pinjre m quid hu..

Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein

4 month phle meri 1 frnd ka msg aaya ki teri Shurti se bt kb hui to maine bola ki msg m to 1.month phle b’day wish kiya fir nhi hui.. Uske pucha call pr kb?? To maine bola yhi koi 6 month..wo bolti h ki abhi bt kr usse to mein boli kyu kya hua.. Kuch time bd kru to chalega.. Kyuki maa or bhai ps the to thik se bt nhi kr paati so.. Usne bola ki abhi kr to maine pucha sb thik to h.. I was really worried.. Usne bola sb thik h but maine ksm di to usne bola ki Shurti ki death hi gyi h but mein smjh nhi payi kyuki uski English weak thi to death thik se nhi likh payi.. Usko call kiya to lga nhi fir bhut tym bd usse bt hui.. Iss bich mere mn m bhut hi bure khyl Aa rhe the.. Usne btaya ki shurti ne suicide kr liya h.. I was completely shocked..call pr hi paglo k jaise rone Lg gyi.. Ps m bhiya or maa the.. Wo bolne lge ki kya hua to..Maine byata ki shurti nhi rhi.. To bhai bolte h ki tu to ese ro rhi h jaise ki koi family member Mr gya ho.. Call cut hote hi teri dost k liye feelings jag gyi wah kya drama h.. Chupchap study pr dhyn de.. Marta rhta h koi na koi.. Unhone ye sb bola or maa ne sth diya sb jante hue ki wo bachpan se kya thi mere liye..

Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Mein us tym whatsp k alawa kahi b activate nhi thi.. Yha tk ki phone ki 1 sim ki incoming band thi.. Or dusra number bhut km k ps tha.. Jb meko pta chla ki uski death hue pura 1 din ho gya to maine ranu se contact kiya to boli ki bhut call msg kre usne mujhe but contact nhi hua.. Jb or girls muje call kr rhi thi kahi se number lekr ki tu to bta ki kyu kiya usne esa..to muje bhut bura lga kyuki mujhe kuch pta nhi tha.. Kaisi dost thi Mein.. Jo bt puri Facebook pr faili hui thi or mujhe pta tk nhi.. Mein apni khud ki prblms m itna kho gyi thi.. Din rat roti rhi.. Ghr walon ne mere or uske sb pics delete krwa diya the mere phone se but maine kuch hidden kr liye.. Itni takleef k bd b kisi k samne ro b nhi paa rhi rhi.

Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein
Ab Yadein hi hein – Ab Yadein hi hein

Jb maine fb activate ki to uski deadbody k pics dekhe jinme chot k bhut hi ghav the or police complaint hui ki dahej k liye sb log marte the usko.. Pta chla ki uske 10 month k bete tk se b nhi milne dete the usko.. Carorepati the wo log.. Bhut bde businessman.. Fir b ye sb kiya.. 2 din bd sasur or dever ko police ne pakd liye but unko kuch kiya nhi.. Saas or husband bhag gye bacche ko lekr.. Social media ki help li or newspaper TV sb jgh news aayi.. But kuch nhi hua.. Jagh Jagh candle march nikale gye.. Ranu sbme sth thi or Mein kahi b nhi.. Kyuki Mein yha thi or wo sb hometown m.. Jis din muje uski death ka pta chla.. Uske next day shopping ka plan tha phle se maa ka.. But maine mna kr diya bcoz I was totally broken. Bs bola ki study krni h to maa gussa ho gyi.. Or 2.din bt nhi ki.. Jis waqt muje apno ki need thi to koi sth nhi tha.. Inni takleef m thi ki aansu b bdi muskil se chhupa paa rhi thi.. Jo ldki halka sa blood ya accident dekhr hi Dr jaati ho.. Aj usne poore din dead body ki photo dekhkr gujar diya.. Bhai di papa maa kisi ne nhi smjha.. Khud ko bhut helpless feel kr rhi thi ki sb log meri frnd k insaaf k liye lad rhe h or Mein yha normal life jee rhi hu sbse dur.. Kaisi dost hu Mein.. Issi guilt m rhi hmesa.. Fir maine decide kiya ki shurti ko jaaye 13 din honge uss din usko candle k sth yad krugi.. Usi din uske husband or Saas ko arrest kr liya or unki factories seal krdi gyi.. Post-mortem or sasural k ps wale bhut se logo ne police ko btaya b ki uske sth kaise behave krte the.. Sb prove ho gya but fir b paise se chhot gye wo log..
Meri bestie ki family tk aage bd gyi.. Or uski death k 20 din bd Mein apni 1 frnd se chat kr rhi thi to bhiya puchte h kisse bt kr rhi h to maine bola ki pas wali frnd milne bula rhi to.. Bhiya majk m bolte h ki 1 frnd ko to kha gyi tu ab usko b khaegi kya.. Bhut takleef hui sunkr majk tha fir b.. abhi ranu ki b engagement ho gyi 10 din phle.. But mein aaj b uski guilt m hu kaisi dost thi Mein.. Uske liye kuch nhi kr payi.

Kbhi uski takleef ko nhi smjh paayi.. Apni prblems m sb bhool gyi..bhut miss krti hu usko.. Aj b roti hu usko yd krke bs frk itna h ki uski family or ranu ne apna Dard dikha diya but mein aaj b apne Dard ko kisi k samne nhi bta paati ki.. Mein kitni. Toot chuki hu..
U know what shurti.. Ur besti loves u a lot bs kbhi show nhi kr paayi..plz forgive me.. I really really miss u.. 😭😭


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